Going home

[needgrace]

After yesterday, this was the text exchange from last night:

ME: I am sorry if I made you uncomfortable today. Please stop me next time I start to make a complete fool of myself

W: You didn't make a fool of yourself. I am so sorry you are hurting. You didn't make me feel uncomfortable either.

ME: Thank you you are sweet

W (4 hours later): You will always be a part of me, my family. I know things haven't worked out how we thought but I do care about you.

ME: You too. Thank you.


JOURNAL:

I am really hurting, feeling hopeless about my sitch this morning and having trouble seeing any bright side. I went out to an Oktoberfest last night with some good friends and I am going biking with a friend this morning even though nothing sounds good right now.

I feel like I am too far along in time to be hurting like this but I am here and hopefully it is just a wave and will pass soon. I am supposed to receive some papers from her L this week. Should it bother me that she is doing it this week and my birthday is this coming saturday?

I need to get back on the blanket.