Am I kidding myself.

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Journaling:
W came over to drop granddaughter off and we talked for a while, her upcoming surgery (minor per the surgeon), her job. Before leaving I let her know I was having a group of our friends over for dinner and games and invited her to stop bye. I debated inviting her or even telling her but I believe she is pulling into herself and thought it good that she sees I am not and that I would be comfortable with her joining in. No pressure just left it out there. I made plans to stop by her place tomorrow and fix a few things that i had told her previously I would do and I then asked her if I could take her to dinner afterwards to a resteraunt she has told me she liked very much. She looked pleased and said that would be fine. This would be the first time she has taken me up on dinner where it would feel more like a date. I know my time here is limitednandni dRo feel that I am stepping things up a bit but being very cautious to her reactions. I do not want to come across desperate or needy or pushy, I just want to show her that I care about her and the difficult times she is facing.