labug- When this all started he used to take him for 3-4 days then he slowly stopped taking him. Turns out he was leaving him with his parents so he could spend the night with OW. (this is my assumption with a lot of details provided by MIL)
He has said that S4 would cry for me in the morning and that he felt guilty taking him away from me. I honestly didn't mind and still don't.
I think I need to schedule time to myself. Without kids. I usually don't have any time to myself. Maybe once a week for a few hours and that's it.
I always have D1 with me cuz I choose to nurse on demand.
M 42 H 39 T10 (-2yrs separation) S8 D5 DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA) Reconciled 6/2013 Separation in works 1/2017