Arsene. I do not want you to become bitter. I hope you love that woman to the end of your days. No matter the outcome. But a truthful love.
There is this clock as well.
You can keep in your lane but you have to detach.
Think back to Basic training and then pulling an all night on guard duty. Then when you hit the bunk OS3 decides that is the moment to pull a 50 click hike in full gear. And you were volintold to pull a few more cause you know the guy beside you just said FUBIJAR.
What did you do? You detached. You removed yourself from the moment and completed the task at hand. Your goals became very simple. To the point. Nothing grand. But they were goals for one person only. You.
So make a few goals that are just for you. I think you forget that there are two parts in your stitch. You and your wife. Your focus is very narrow.
Do something different. Cause you have fallen into the trap of living the dream.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
