thanks eyesopen. I wish i could do that but the truth is I don't want to be around them. H took them all afternoon because I don't have patience for them. I went to lunch with a friend and felt great. Now I'm back at home dreaded them coming back. I nurse so I can't be away from D1 overnite (she refuses the bottle).

thanks jks. Your making me think a lot. I think this is what I've been avoided and it caught up to me. I'm trying to be patient about it but it's only gotten the best of me.


M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017