My work call ran VERY late last night. I had to get up with our son in the morning because W had early morning plans she scheduled weeks ago. I ended up calling my mom to come over for support... I was so sleep deprived I couldn't handle watching our son and dealing with my own emotional mess. I was able to sleep a little longer.
I took our son to his second swimming lesson. He did an amazing job kicking his feet and is becoming more comfortable in the water. It was a great time full of laughs and giggles from both of us.
We spent the rest of the day with my parents. Per a previous conversation with my wife, today was my day to have our son. She gets him tomorrow.
She started texting me shortly after the swimming lessons. I took forever to respond. I was frustrated with her and didn't feel like talking. I kind of feel like maybe I should have answered her earlier as I'm sure she was truly concerned about our son. But on the other hand, I feel like she wants space, and this is what that space would feel like, especially when it comes to shared custody of our son.
W 11:34am - How was swimming? W 12:57pm - Ok well friend and I are at the house and are going to nap. (female friend she had early AM plans with) W 3:48pm - HELLOOO???? M 4:19pm - Hi! W 4:20pm = Everything ok ????! Geez M 4:21pm - Yup. all is well. W 4:21pm - Well can you let me know that? Because you have my heart with you... (refering to our son) M 4:32pm - Sure can. Wasn't by my phone much. W 4:33pm - "crying emoticon face" W 6:21pm - Is son ok? I was home for 4 hours because I was hoping to see him...so sad... M 6:55pm - Yup. He had a fun day!
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
