I am trying to hard to be strong for my kids. They are my blessings and everytime I think he is out having a blast, I think that he doesnt have our kids, our home and the happy memories surrounding him. Although having this is hard for me some days, at least I have it:) I made the mistake of talking R with him today and it was more of the same stuff...that we don't make each other happy and that we are opposites...blah blah blah.. Dont even know why I attempt to be nice...I had gone 3 weeks with no contact and I should have kept it that way...it was just kid conversations and about refinancing our house that got the talk started....and it ended up to relationship talk....uggg...
How was your DB coach appt? Was it worth it? Problem with me is that hubby gives me little money, so I cannot afford to call:( I have to use any penny I have on my kids and I for our needs. I went from living a very comfy life to feeling broke all the time. But that is nothing compared to the broke my heart feels everyday...
I hope you are doing okay...fill me in...
M:36 H:36 D14, D11, Baby due in March M:15 T:18 Met OW: 3/12 H Moved out: 8/12 Legal Sep: 11/5/12
