Thanks for your kind words RH, your sitch is much more difficult than mine and you are in pain, but hanging in there all the same. I seem to have stalled the D (for now) who knows what the future holds. It is H's pattern to threaten D when he gets tired of me.
I'm in a lot of hurt, the things he said, his intent to D me. I haven't had a commitment from him to work things out, or an acknowledgement of the pain he has caused our family. I'm trying really hard not to hold on to that hope, because i'm not sure if it really matters. Actions are what count I guess. I can see he is trying, but it is so much about him at the moment, he can't give much to anybody else.
So I wish I were strong RH. I feel more calm washing over me as each day passes...but I stil have such a long way to go.
