LA, I'm soooo sorry. Can you make it through the weekend without letting him know that you know? You can still be the better option. You've made so much progress over the past few months.
He's still letting you give the back rubs. Pull out the mini skirts, or go buy one if you have to. Make yourself look good and you will feel good and carry yourself better.
He's still PO'd and you know that. He's still punishing you and you still have the dynamics we've been talking about. If you can't afford the MC, can you find a pastor or something?
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together
