Sam, I am so sorry to hear of your mother's passing. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. The next few days will be difficult because of the arrangements for the funeral and meeting/greeting people who come to pay their respects. When you begin to feel down and sad, pull out all of the good memories that you shared w/your mother. Those memories will help keep you strong in the days ahead.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
