Arsene, your right about me having enough problems and then need not to worry about upcoming ones. I appreciate you knocking some sence into me, I could use it. Glad you downloaded the book. Let me know what you thing. Your right, Denver’s post about feeling vs facts is really good! Thanks Denver! Haaaaa, to funny AT!!! What a post! I needed a good laugh. It means a lot having you stop by. Have a great time at the beer festival, I live in the Pacific Northwest and we have some awesome microbrews around here. By the way, what you’re doing for yourself is very inspiring. It seems like you really have it together, you’re doing a great job handling things right now. Don’t get me wrong, I know it’s no cake walk.

It’s amazing how you nailed it, you’re absolutely right about the email not coming because she’s mentioned it twice and I still haven’t seen it. BTW, I’ve never asked about it, just something’s she’s proactively mentioned to me a couple times. I’ve posted a couple times about her upcoming email because it will probably be disappointing and it helps me out to just come here and post about it, to process things; it helps me prepare myself, that’s all.

I must be somewhat good at expressing myself because your right, I do feel like I am in a hellish place right now. Ive been going through this stage where I really miss my W, more then usual. I will work through it though, someway, somehow. I was really doing alright for a while but I’ve struggled over the last couple weeks. I need to stay strong for myself and my kids, I am taking them to the pumpkin patch today, first time without W. I need to remember that life's to short and we can't predict the future. I need to make the most of what I've got, easier said than done sometimes.