Staying off the ride 1 - mixed signals

[Tumbling]

Thank you Wendylon and Afa for keeping up with my sitch.

I take your comments on board and you're right he knows I am still standing - if I wasn't, I'd be almost dark. So I won't be bringing our status up. I've realised too that leaning back is much better for me - removes all expectations and feelings of disappointment. I also get a good feeling when I get a text from him because he wants to not because I set it up - Brava - 180 bedding in.

I guess we might have a R talk if we move to actually seeing each other when he is back. For now I am grateful that we are communicating daily and that it has moved from 3 word texts! Thinking about it, I want him to bring it up NOT me. I will just be going w the flow, keeping my oars inside the boat.

Update
I took my Self to bed at 2130hrs (still not 100% more like 85%) so text - night,night. Hope you're warm and dry x -
Was reading a book when I get one from him an hr later
- night, night. How are you feeling?x

So before I knew what I was doing I had text right back (I have to work on not responding to everything).
- not great. Thanks for asking...I need your help with s'thing if you have any free time on w/e x

Now before I get shot down.
I really want to download some music (new Pink album and some others), H was the tech/gadget guy and has rigged the music through an external hard-drive, some on the cloud stuff, a streamer etc and I haven't got a clue. I need help getting it from my laptop to where it needs to go so that I can stream it round the house.

H replied
- Working tomorrow but day off Sunday. What's up?

- Its a silly thing really. I want to download Pink's new album and I don't know how. Wondered if you can talk me through the process :-P I can wait til you're back tho.

- I'm sure I can help x

- Thank you :-)

So I thought that went kind of well.
I seem more detached because I wasn't bothered when I heard no more from him. I am not pursuing it. He said he will help tomorrow and I trust that he will and it doesn't really matter if he doesn't. I will just have to buy the CD instead.

Now going to visit other threads

I like my leaned backness