I wrote a reply to you too but I guess it didn't go through yet. I don't know if it'll show up or not but in case it got lost, I just want you to know that I really appreciate your tips on GAL, and I'm applying some of the things off the list!
I still feel emotionally lost since I have no idea what H is doing or how he's feeling. But like you said I have no control of this. I'm trying to not think about him too much....I'm still trying
I just don't know when he would contact me or if he would at all. He completely shut me out of his life....for 2 weeks now. And I know that he was a very logical person, now he probably has built up a very logical way to convince himself that I should be out....then I do not know if he would ever contact me again.....This thought worries me...
I thought about if I really love him, if I would really accept the "flaws" I always found in him.....I was confused, but the more I think about all this, the more I think I really do love him, and we all have flaws, I really hope that sometime he would realize that he wants to give me once more chance.....
