Today I'm extra emotional. Since I can't see what I posted yet, to be honest, I forgot what exactly I just wrote earlier. I guess many could understand how I feel right now. And I know I need to work on my GAL. It's just like waves sometimes, the emotions. I'm not sure if I should post how I feel so often here, but I hope it's ok. it's been 2 weeks since my last contact with H (also a messed up contact...). I realize how short it has been after I wrote it down. But it feels like, a long time. I don't like this but every night, I have some sort of dream and in the morning, I wake up, feeling confused/sad. I wasn't like this before, I need to work on detaching more. I don't wanna feel like this every day I wake up....
