I'm glad you posted your feelings. That helps. I completely understand. The STD test was one of those days in which I was embarrassed and drenched in nervous sweat. I asked myself, why do I even have to do this? This is NOT RIGHT! I was angry, and sad, and dissapointed. Yes, what you feel is normal.
People assume stuff when the person taking the STD test is a man. My H had the test at work, and my H said she kept looking at his wedding ring, as though wondering what was going on. I just told the lab person. Whatever.
I think your W does love you amidst this confusion. And she is also feeling guilty. But who knows what is really going through her head.
