Thanks Arsene. Your right, I am doing slightly better and yes, I am opening my eyes to some things. I had a good run last night, took good care of myself. I need to get my exercise routine going again because I’ve been slacking recently, I am in pretty good shape but that’s no excuse.
Yes, taking the inward look isn’t very pretty. I am working on allowing others to accept me for who I am, being more down to earth. I know it’s cliché but it’s so true for me. Part of this means that I don’t need external validation.
As some of you know, I had one or two conversations with W within the last week. It was the first time in almost 5 months. It was time to take the temperature, so to speak. By doing so I might have given the impression I am “on the shelf.” I don’t regret having the dialog with her. I believe it sent her running a bit. You know, the whole push/pull thing. I used to receive brief texts and emails from W and those have stopped. Enough of this for now because there’s no need to have the focus on W. It’s just something I’ve noticed, that’s all.
