Just checking in, its been awhile since I have posted. Sort of my personal detachment from everything for a bit. But here I am. Nothing new to report except for some comments to the counselor. The W told the counselor that she can't remember anything fun or positive in the past 17 years of marriage. Which really hurt to hear. Really made me angry actually. How can someone say that comment if they were thinking clearly. It's been 4 months since the big I want to move conversation. I guess the positive is that due is still here, still in the same bed. But no emotions or physical touch. No I love you's. Patience and more DBing.
