But still having an extremely hard time getting her out of the front of my mind... Second-guessing so many of my responses, and wondering if I'm really strong enough to keep this "darkness" up for the long-haul.
Very true AT. As you know, we have a lot of common themes. I think about my W WAY to much. Your a smart guy, you know the darkness helps us. For the most part, our interactions with our W's actually make us feel worse. For some reason our minds think that talking with them will make us feel better for some reason, just not the case. Hang in there AT!
