Maybe I should amend that last statement: I think I'm stronger today than I was a week ago, and I hope a week from now I'll be stronger yet...
I'm very much strapped in to this roller coaster this last week. Remembering the good parts and bad parts of the conversation almost equally now. At least that's progress.
But still having an extremely hard time getting her out of the front of my mind... Second-guessing so many of my responses, and wondering if I'm really strong enough to keep this "darkness" up for the long-haul.
