I'd call this an "Update" but nothing has happened, so I guess "Journaling" it is.
So yeah, no new progress on the sitch, although to expect progress after all that happened last weekend in such a short period of time is pretty crazy. I'm hanging on to her "You've given me a lot to think about... Thank you so much for sharing your feelings... I wasn't expecting to hear this stuff..." comments a little bit too much, but it's helping me keep a positive outlook while I continue trying to do a better job detaching... I know that didn't make much sense.
I've got an appointment with IC tomorrow, but I might try to move it to this evening instead... I mean I love my IC, but I'm not sure I want to go on a Friday night!
Other than that, it's been the usual roller coaster ride: Wanting to reach out, but knowing it's a terrible idea. Battling to keep a PMA through it all. Working on my 180s and trying to keep busy...
Hoping without expectations and persevering through it all. I know I'm stronger today than I was a week ago, and I know a week from now I'll be stronger yet... no matter what obstacles I'll have to overcome.
