Vero, this was only my 3rd session. I may go for a few more. Just depends on how things go.
I didn't contact H at all yesterday. Its hard, but I'm trying to stick it. I woke up this morning and had gotten a text message from H at midnight saying, "Goodnight. I love u". I responded saying I had been asleep when he sent the message (I was). That I hoped he was feeling better (on Tuesday, he said he felt like he was coming down with something) and that I loved him too. I purposely didn't say I love you when we talked on Tuesday. I tried to keep it low pressure.
I'm going to try and not mindread about why H sent that message. Who knows why? Just gotta keep putting one foot in front of the other.
Plus, my bday is Saturday. YAY! Not sure what I'm doing yet. Probably hang out with friends. I will admit I'm kind of sad that I won't spend it with H, but that's just the way it is now. He did say he had planned to still get me a gift. I'll believe it when I see it.
