I journal a lot the good old-fashioned way, I have filled several notebooks this past two years. Sometimes I go back and read them and crack myself up..... My DIL has been tasked with gathering them all up and torching them when I croak.
I recently read something about the emotional pain of a break-up being the same as actual physical pain. I absolutely believe that. In fact somehow it makes me feel better about feeling so darn bad.
Anyway, your feelings are your feelings.
And there is no doubt in my mind that no matter what you do there is no "Easy Way" to get through the next two years for you. And without a doubt I don't know where I would have been without this forum to vent on.
Thanks for your wish that my days get easier and sunnier. They actually have been, although sometimes the progress can only be measured in millimeters! I also hope your days get easier and sunnier!
Aloha,
Wendy
Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32 D final 9/12 Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!
