best and worse thing to ever go through

[eyesopen]

I love roller coasters, just not this one. I truly believe that this is a great oppurtunity for growth and self reflection. Something good will come from it.

Something that seems to help when I am feeling that way is that I remember that a d is not going to make me love her less or suddenly stop the roller coaster.

I was at my sisters with the kids tonight. My S and BIL want to set me up with BIL's cousin. I told BIL that I am not ready and that I am married and will act that way. He asked how long it will go on and I told him, as long as it takes.