Thank you turtlegirl, thank you for understanding!! I'll really put effort into practicing now. I thought it was not that helpful before, but what you said totally makes sense. And based on how I messed up those times, I start to realize that I do need to practice! Thank you for your advice!
And thanks, I realized that too that i was no where near attractive when I cry around H. He used to care about me so much and comfort me when I cried....but now he just hates it I guess. I'll practice! I hope you do well on this too! I hope we'll be in good control of ourselves eventually!
