It feels like about once a week I lose my patience, become frustrated, and feel like I should go and file paperwork. Does anyone else go through this? Any advice on how to push those thoughts away?
In my situation, which I now realize has been going on for years rather than separate situations, yes.
I think it's at least once a day where I utter the words, "F you. F the place you've put me, and F the place you've put our family." of course this is usually in the confines of my car... It's the emotional roller coaster. The next minute I miss her more than the world. The next I decide I'm going to be happy and not let this consume me. Rinse and repeat.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
