I'm loving this. Busting, I ultimately don't feel like giving up either. I believe in my M so much. So much!! I know with some professional help we have so much more between us than H is willing to admit.
Your H is a fool. He will see it one day... I believe this without a doubt. You are too beautiful for him not to see it. I learn so much from you. You have the grace that I one day hope to achieve. For me it's always in bits and pieces but for you it almost seems constant.
And, you're human, to have those days where you're just tired of everything is completely necessary. You aren't required to hold everything up on your own all the time. Let yourself rest and do something amazing with your kids. You deserve it.
Love you, busting!
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.