DB. Detach. GAL. Don't worry about what he's doing, who he's talking to, what he's sneaking around about. You really need to act "as if" everything is just fine with you the way things are. No snooping, no looking over his shoulder, no key loggers. Find contentment in yourself. Do what you need to do to get there. Show him someone content, happy and positive. Don't let him send you down the roller coaster.
I was doing so well at this. And then I started to "Notice" things and there went my mind. I am going to have to say something about the Verizon account. Or I will not be able to pay the bill. But I'll wait until I am closer to the due date for that.
The whole car thing is very strange to me. My H has never liked cars he has always owned a Truck. We leased a car about 3 years ago and the lease is almost up. He got his truck fixed and I asked him if he was excited to have the lease end. He said to me "Yes because I hate driving cars" Plus if he was got get a car he would get a GTO. That is something he had always mentioned so this whole 2001 BMW thing is really weird. Like I said it may be nothing...... His behavior is just so strange to me. After we had our last "Deep Conversation" he has not taken any steps to move out.
As far as the $$ goes he has never just spent $$ before. As it is there is not a lot left after each paycheck. I really do not think he would just go spend a large amout of $$. We even talked about how much it would be to get his truck fixed. But then again stranger things have happened here!
I am planning on going home tonight and making Dinner, helping our S with his homework and job search.
