I hope you read my entire response - not just the final line.

My obedient, docile nature dictates I answer your question. To get through the next 2 years with my sanity somewhat intact. To get a job, possibly seek out some sort of job-training if that's feasible. To have some money saved for myself. And to no longer answer to anyone other than myself - including anonymous forum posters.

I know who I am. I know my weaknesses and am working on finding my strengths. I thought this forum would be a safe place to connect.

My mistake.

Me 46 H 56
M 22 yrs
S22, D20, Twin Ss18

You teach people how to treat you by what you allow.
What you stop.
And what you reinforce.
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A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.