As for my current state of dimness :), it just felt like what I needed right now. I was too angry to see her this week. I am not sure if I will feel differently the next time I have an opportunity.

I am relating to this big time right now NG ((((( ))))

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home