Maybe i should not be feeling so dark....maybe i should be grateful that things are so still and i have this time to work on myself.
I need to stop worrying about him and the wondering of when he is going to drop the other shoe (again). Because when it happens i will need to be ready no matter what.
I am trying. Really trying. but these past several days...i don't know...maybe its just a wave that was a little bigger than others.
How are you sweet NG? (((( )))
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home