Hi NG (((( )))) thank you for your support :-)

Maybe i should not be feeling so dark....maybe i should be grateful that things are so still and i have this time to work on myself.

I need to stop worrying about him and the wondering of when he is going to drop the other shoe (again). Because when it happens i will need to be ready no matter what.

I am trying. Really trying. but these past several days...i don't know...maybe its just a wave that was a little bigger than others.

How are you sweet NG? (((( )))


TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home