I think I see the picnic!

[needgrace]

hi vero,
it sounds like you are learning a lot about yourself (underlying fears and patterns) and that is awesome... i heard a quote once that we make sense of our past so that we can live in the present and create our future..

i think that is so true..

way to go, vero! it is a hard road but i think a fruitful one.. i have been doing the same. i think it is hard to grow when we are comfortable... it takes times like these to push us to find another way. i find hope in realizing that how i grow and deal with this now will give me skills i can utilize for the rest of my life..
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