When she came home last night, she slept on the couch.

I made the coffee this morning, which is something she normally does. She said thank you and I cheerfully responded, "you're welcome" with a smile. She said I've been acting very weird and she doesn't understand why. She said she'd understand if I was hurtful, angry, or sad. But she said my cheerfulness confuses her.

We had small talk on the drive to work. I maintained my composure until I dropped her off. Then I got angry. Very very angry at the situation, the uncertainty, and the position it will put our son in.

M34 W35
S5 S2
T10 M6
on/off over the years including her A
Recently-
Nov 2015 bomb
Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling
Feb bomb
March-April Reconciling
May - bomb
Mid-May I tell her I'm done