Keep breathing...

[hopefulinga]

I freak out under stress sometimes as well, and my H hates it and doesn't know how to handle it. He also thinks that I cause a scene. I also seem to get easily aggitated when I get under stress and start rushing around. I'm glad you are starting to feel the triggers and pay attention to them more. That is all in line with improving yourself.

I hope that he listened to you about Sunday morning. I would hate to have to pack up by myself. Been there, done that. You feel so unappreciated.

Remember that if he is not letting you touch him, he may be starting to feel too comfortable. Give it a little bit of time. At least he seems nicer to you. I'd take being nice vs. being able to touch for my mental sanity!