Try not to get too down and just think about all of the improvements you're making for yourself.
You can't control anything else right now, so try not to worry about it.
I know how difficult that is, but try not to think too much about your sitch tonight.
M36 XH34 M-5 T7 4/11 H confused 5/11 ILYB 6/11 OW discovered 7/11 I move out, OW over 5/12-OW2,done->new EA, but H wont file 9/12 H "best bf ever" to EA/OW3 3/13 H/OW break up H files 4/13 D 6/18/13