I'm not in your sitch, so these are only my opinions:

Originally Posted By: lapoo
H: send me a pic of you and your friend or I'm going to be really angry

This is just SO wrong on SO many levels.

Originally Posted By: lapoo
Felt so embrassed and afraid if I didn't that he would just pack up and leave.

What are you so afraid of?

Start there.

Everybody hurts. It's part of life. Don't miss the good stuff.