Well I am a newbie here and this is my first post. I have been TTC for three years and my husband and I have been actively seeing a specialist for male IF and PCOS for over a year and I came home on January 16th to fine a note on my pillow that my husbans doesn't want to ttc anymore and that he has a girlfriend and is now living with her! I hope they both rot in hell. He told me to go on with my life nad find someone I can have children with. I told him that is not shat my marriage was based on and I could live as a childless couple, blah, blah, blah . . . No husband, No baby, No dream . . . He had a responsibility to tell me his feelings about the whole infertility journey. I feel so deceived and humiliated. I can't stop crying! I filed for divorce last week but that is not what I really want, however what I really want is dead - the old him. I am just amazed to find someone else who is going through infidelity and infertility. Perhaps we can support each other.
