Please take some time for yourself. You don't deserve to be going thru this! I know how hard it is. For the last 7 months I haven't been able to work, eat or sleep. I had the perfect life or so I thought just some minor bumps in the road until this. I do believe that there is a plan for all of us, you must believe that. I have been doing alot of reading and audio tape listening and it all says to Let Go. By letting go and focusing on yourself things will happen. If he doesn't come back then let him go. I know that is hard. I haven't even heard from my H in 5 days. I'm not even sure where he is, but if I spent all my days thinking about that I would go crazy. I can't cry any more.The more you try and convince him the more he will pull away. Try just for a week listening to him and agreeing to what he says and don't say to much. This will work as hard as it is. Don't give up on yourself or him. I wish our H's were as committed as us but for some reason they are not right now. I am praying for you. Give your kids big hugs and cherish them and be glad that you and they are healthy! Please keep talking to me
