I'm beginning to feel hopeless as my H spent many hours last night texting and talking on the telephone to the OW and my son was up screaming with nightmares. His new day care isn't working out as expected and his sister is always questioning where's daddy, why does he stay out so long. So I don't feel so good.
My life didn't turn out as expected. I feel humiliated and I can't stop thinking about how horrible this is. Why couldn't he just be faithful? Is that so hard? Don't feel like anything could lift my spirits right now. So I am contributing to affirm my H and OW opinion that I am a pathetic depressed psychotic loser. Right now my goal is just to get through the day. This feels like hell.
