Hello SS, Labug, Wendylon, Tori and Busting!
Thanks for your advice & get well msgs.
I've taken day off. No point being a martyr & I am away on business from tomorrow for the rest of wk so thought I'd be better off hanging out in bed. I've got something like Gastroentiritis, horrible stomach pains - ugh! Hoping acv will settle it.

I decided to grow up & not 'punish' H last night & sent my usual night night (w no expectations). I got the same straight back immediately with x's. BUT NO HOW ARE YOU? Nothing today from either of us & I'm NOT being the initiator anymore.

I've worked out that each time we restart coms after some bustup I start from where we last were but I think he starts almost from his exit point in 2010. This means I am back on the ride almost immediately.

I want to leanback & let him come to me. I need to refocus on me. I think being ill has made me needy. I don't like it. It'll be nice to hear from H later but I have no expectations...

...I wonder what his expectations are?

Going to have a little sleep now

ME41 H39
T12 M9
Ilybinilwy 10/2010
H moves out 11/2010
H moves in 09/2011 out 11/2011
Try to fix it alone, give up 07/2012
Tumbling to file 02/01/2013 :-)
"Strong on the inside, soft on the outside"