No phone call from H, but I did get a text apologizing and saying he'd call today. I told him he didn't have to call if he didn't want to. He just responded that he'd call today. Really weird exchange. It would be mindreading if I said I knew why he didn't call, so I haven't allowed myself to go there. I just hope he eventually talks to someone about what is going with him.
I've been thinking about everyone's posts and how I have to be open to help, and how loving my H from afar, and focusing on being an even better me, might be the only way anything good will come out of this. But right now all I can do is put one foot in front of the other and get through each day as it comes.
