Hello,
Listen don't be so hard on either of you.
Just step back, realise that you will be okay with or without him.
I know you love him.
The best thing to do now is to focus on finding something to make you happy everyday.
Something to smile about.
H will call you back.
The next time be pleasant.
Your R or Marriage is not over by any means.
I have to run but I'll check on you later.
I'm in the Hopefulness forum.

Kim aka KnowledgeIsPower or KIP

"Those who don't read, have no advantage over those who can't" Mark Twain