thanks 25yearsMLC. I am trying to convince myself, am not detached and seriously need to read again. Broke every rule I know.
It was a mistake to talk to OM ex she contacted me and did most of the talking. I should not have let this happen. I did not ask W about affair though - just the way I worded the post. But I am presuming again. The line by line stuf...yes.. stupid. Communication - awful. Mindreading - embarrasing.
ok truth is I am really struggling these last few days. Every emotion possible is going through my head, I feel like its clouding my judgement on things and need to be emotionally stronger. This whole guarantor issue has thrown me and everything I have done. I am trapping her, I dont want that, she does not want that and it is eating at me.
I have read DR and not DB (I will get DB). Yes I will get DB coaching.
