Had a good day till tonight, it's when I stop doing things and its bed time I have a hard time, I'm so tired of crying everyday!! I'm fixing things around the house and thought what if I'm just doing this so he can sell the house?! And it scared me now I'm a mess . I don't know if I can go on this way. He calls and talks to me about what he is doing but it like talking to a stranger. It's killing me. What did I do?! Why am I such a bad person to him?! I don't understand this is such a nightmare! I want it to stop. I texted him last night that I miss us and I hope he relaxes and has fun on his trip, no response of course. What does that mean?
. I don't know if I can go on this way. He calls and talks to me about what he is doing but it like talking to a stranger. It's killing me. What did I do?! Why am I such a bad person to him?! I don't understand this is such a nightmare! I want it to stop. I texted him last night that I miss us and I hope he relaxes and has fun on his trip, no response of course. What does that mean?
