So, I guess I'm on this mode where I have to wait for my reply to show up. I'm a bit confused :p But yeah, I'm patient I've read some more posts on this forum, and I'm really relating.
These forums are moderated for very good reason, there are a lot of people that are hurting, confused, scared and in very delicate emotional shape and need the right kind of advice. The mod's want to make absolutely sure that new posters aren't spreading harmful information before taking people off of moderation. I think it takes 100 posts before you're off moderation.
I've read some more posts on this forum, and I'm really relating. 