I know its my decision when to throw in the towel and I've got 5 people (including my parents) screaming at me to kick him the "eff" out and count my blessings he's "gone" after he stole and sold my engagement ring. But...I just can't seem to think that way. I know I have to at least start protecting myself otherwise me and my daughter are going to be left in the cold when our house sells but I love him dearly. I made mistakes and I've owned up to them. I was not thinking clearly during my MLC but I am now and still think my M is worth saving. He can't see that now but I'm willing to wait out the storm as they say. Meds I think will help bring my mood back around which should help with my PMA which will also help my GAL-ing. My book should be here any day and I plan on devouring it in a day!!! I guess I don't know what my breaking point is yet, or when to say enough is enough. Maybe I'm stronger (or stupider) than I think. Time will tell. How is your situation? I have to get on some other threads to catch up.
