As much as he is hurting me and trying to justify all of his actions, I really don't want to give up. Everyone says I should but I still have fight left in me. I may need some anxiety meds, have others tried those? We had a chat about the ring, he thinks he was justified in selling it. Said it was his because we broke up. He sold it about a month ago he said to pay for his lawyers fees which he also didn't tell me about til after he went. So now I have to really dig deep and start GAL-ing, just for me. No more "chats", no more pressure, I'm going to start following DB to the letter. He's not leaving the house so I guess I should try and use it to my advantage. But I have to get my anxiety and emotions under control even if I have to fake it (which I will). I am also going to start my goal setting and think about some boundaries. I have some more good articles from here to read through tonight. Regardless of him, I have to be happy again, if I'm not happy then my daughter isn't either and I can't have that.
