Thanks CV for your perspective...

I must admit, your words really sting me right now... but that's not a bad thing.

This certainly isn't me "fighting for her"... this is me venting and not being confrontational of other's opinions on my sitch... As while I don't agree with EVERYTHING that is written to me, I value it all for what it is... Good-meaning advice from people who have been through this before... all from their own, unique perspectives.

It really does sting though... hearing that I'm failing at the defense of W yet again...

This 180 is probably my most vital one going forward... and I find it IMPOSSIBLE to figure out how to work on this 180 while being "dark"...

I've started a new thread moving forward in my sitch... as this one is nearing its end, and it's taking a life of its own... Not a bad thing, mind you, but I want to refocus on the sitch in another thread too...