Your right Arsene. Easier said then done, ya know what I mean? Believe me, I will try my hardest not to do that again. A lot of us are very hard on ourselves. I know you were frustrated after your incident and sounds like AT is wondering his next more.
The last week has been REALLY tough! I’ve spent a long time learning more about myself and identifying some of the area’s Ive gone wrong and I don’t like what I see. There’s so much for me to learn and so many improvements that I still need to work on. I also really struggled when I went out with my friends the other night. I am married and I wont stray but seeing my friends hook up gave me a very lonely feeling.