Can This Be Salvaged?

[leopoldstotch]

I feel like I'm stuck in the doldrums of DBing. This must be the hardest part of it. We just do not seem to be going anywhere at the moment. Maybe I'm not being patient enough. This weekend my W worked with my cousin and my youngest S and I played in a softball tournament on Sat. Sat night we went to a friends housewarming party. W went her way at the party and I went mine. We had to drive separately because she left early to go out with her girlfriends.

Sunday I went to softball with my oldest son in the morning. At some point my W called to tell me that my brother's GF called her looking for my brother. Turns out he left her for his old GF.
Apparently they fought all the time and he got tired of it. My W says that sounds like how we used to be. I said yeah it does. So maybe she is begging to see the changes? Who knows I know better than to mind read or speculate.

Today is our youngest S birthday and we usually take the boys out to dinner to wherever they want to go. I asked my W what her plans for tonight were ans she said "I'm taking E out to dinner". I said, "what about me?" She told me that I will be getting home too late from work. I was called in to work today from 9-7. I'm disappointed that I feel excluded from dinner. Thoughts? Anyone? I feel like I'm talking to myself on here. I need some direction.