Just had a text convo with H. Said I had been on his mind, and that he wanted to reach out, but didn't think I wanted him to. I was honest and told him that I had never gone 2 or 3 days without talking to him, and it was hard. I told him on one hand, I wanted to talk to him, but on the other, talking to him reminds me of the situation. He said it has been really hard not talking to me. I jokingly texted back, But you still didn't call. LOL" He sent back "LOL Ok. :)"

He was talking to his uncle about a job, and his uncle talks alot, so he said he was gonna call me tomorrow. I think he thought I was wanting him to call me tonight. I just said since he had family over, I'd let him go.

This is so crazy to me. Why would he still want to talk to me? I told me this before he left, and I didn't understand it then either. You can't be married to me, but you can talk to me every day? REALLY?


Me:37
H:GONE

Happy and loving life.